My WS cheated a few years ago. Supposedly ended it, NC. The fallout, however, left us distant. We are together for financial reasons and for our 3 children. I no longer trust him. I find I feel sick to my stomach when/if we have sex. I think about what he did behind my back and I feel sick. I cannot get over it. Now he says he is no longer interested in sex because he's "getting older and things don't work like they once did" meaning he can't get it up I guess, or so he would want me to believe. He's only 40. I suspect he is cheating again. I haven't been able to prove it, but I don't believe what he tells me about his lack of interest in sex. He has ample opportunity to carry out an affair and I know they are easy to hide. He talks about women all the time in a sexual way. He can't watch a TV show or go out in public without making comments about women, how they should be naked, or how hot they are. He's a pig. I have found no evidence yet of another affair, and yet I suspect it. He wants someone, just not me. The catch-22 is that his previous affair left me not wanting him anymore either. I know we will divorce when our children are out of the house. Until then, I live in an empty marriage, always feeling like a chump who is still being lied to. Perhaps divorce is the better answer.
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