Well to put it bluntly I have no close friends, literally no one to speak with outside of school. Only time I see people from school is when we make plans to play football at local football center and that's like once a month. I have people to speak to in classes and at school but feel lonely as son as I get home. I dont have no ones number and only contact through Facebook. I thought this was normal because the group I hang around with at school. But since sixth-form began they've all got each others whats apps and snap chat and have inside jokes, I feel sidelined. At the beginning I thought it was because they were all Asian and I was black, my schools 90% Asian. But another black guy who moved to my school for sixth-form who is also black, who I was close with until a few months back. Now he goes play fifa with them at one of their houses , shisha, cinemas and watch football matches at their houses. Worst of all they make plans in front of me and I feel like a ghost when they don't ask me. You'd never think I was lonely or sidelined if you saw me im a bubbly guy and the life of a classroom, banter etc and Im sporty aswell. Whats wrong with me.
Put the internet to work for you.
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