| Recently my wife has told me that she is pregnant(4weeks) with our second child. As it is an unplanned child I have a very weird feeling, I am scared, shocked, worried and most of all 'Is my life dedicated to my kids and wife now' feeling? When we had our first child I was not working but we still managed to get through everything very well. Now, I have been working for about a year and before my wife got pregnant I was thinking of doing something and buying things for myself, it may sound selfish but all I ask myself is, what about my small dreams. Most of what I will earn will go for taking care of the second child + paying for the first child's school. Its very depressing+sad for me when I see my friends & colleagues doing what they enjoy and on the other hand, my life is all about work, coming home and giving time to wife & daughter by taking them out & same thing over during weekends. I love sporting but it is totally compromised now. My wife is a total control freak and even If I am playing a video game she will sit behind me and keep interfering with what I am doing. The moment I tell my wife and I also need time for myself, that is an open invitation to a big argument about how bad I am and she will paint me with being irresponsible and not doing my duty. Will I be ever able to do what I want? | |||
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