My parents are in the process of a very nasty divorce and haven't spoken for a long time (although we are still all inhabiting the same house as we have to wait for the divorce settlement to be reached before we an move)
The summer holidays have been miserable. I have several 'friends' with whom I've met up with a fair bit, but I can't say I'm really attached to, or even like many of them, thus adding to my isolation.
I've lived in the same area my whole life so I should have tons of friends, but I have aspergers and trouble making friends so I don't.
My dad is a psychopath although until fairly recently we talked and hung out a fair bit, but then we got in to a row and now he hates me.
Therefore, I only talk to my mum but the atmosphere at home is unbarable.
Luckily I'm moving far away to uni in a few weeks but I fear I won't have a home to go back to in the holidays.
My mum says she'll mainly live at my grandparents house once I leave home and they live in a difference county and I don't like staying round there.
I can't stay with my dad as he's terrifying and we've fallen out.
I know I should just work all through the holidays, which I will, but I still want to know I have a home home, or at least somewhere nice to spend Xmas. ( I don't want to go to my grandparents house like my mum will be as all my very young cousins will be there and I strongly dislike the company of children )
My parents divorce won't be settled for at least another year due to various complications. When it is settled hopefully my mum will be able to buy a house so I could live there, but for the next yearstleast everything is so uncertain :s
I am an only child btw
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