I'm feeling a little down today. Just thought I'd post an update on how things are going. My H is finally doing all the right things. I'm trying to stay focused on the here & now, But it's hard sometimes. I wish I'd done so meany things different. Every thing that I learned here, made me see how truly naive I was.
I could only see the good in people. I miss that sometimes. Now I don't trust anybody. I've kept up with my eating right & working out. I get out & have me time. Been going swimming & doing things that I enjoy. I've made a lot of changes to become more independent. On the outside I've come out stronger than I ever was. I speak my mind & take up for myself.
Now if only I could take control of the inside. It's not as bad as it was, But I still can't hardly look at him without picturing him with her. I still feel like I'm competing with her at times & I can't get rid of the pain of knowing he could do me that way, But I pick myself up every day & learn to live with it a little better. I'm getting stronger everyday.
I want to thank all of you here that have helped me along the way. When I stumbled across TAM I was suicidal & alone. There's no doubt in my mind that if not for the people here I wouldn't be here today. You all mean more to me than you will ever know. Thanks for taking the time to read my thoughts..
D & L
I could only see the good in people. I miss that sometimes. Now I don't trust anybody. I've kept up with my eating right & working out. I get out & have me time. Been going swimming & doing things that I enjoy. I've made a lot of changes to become more independent. On the outside I've come out stronger than I ever was. I speak my mind & take up for myself.
Now if only I could take control of the inside. It's not as bad as it was, But I still can't hardly look at him without picturing him with her. I still feel like I'm competing with her at times & I can't get rid of the pain of knowing he could do me that way, But I pick myself up every day & learn to live with it a little better. I'm getting stronger everyday.
I want to thank all of you here that have helped me along the way. When I stumbled across TAM I was suicidal & alone. There's no doubt in my mind that if not for the people here I wouldn't be here today. You all mean more to me than you will ever know. Thanks for taking the time to read my thoughts..
D & L
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