My husband had an emotional affair. I found out 3 1/2 weeks ago. I can't get over it. The fact that I am pregnant doesn't help either. I am going to therapy. He is not. I keep checking his phone, email, facebook. I am starting to drive him crazy. I realize this. But i can't help it. I do not trust him because it was lie after lie in the beginning. I really don't believe they are talking anymore. Last night I was having a down moment. I told him that I hated him for what he did to me and I didn't know if I want to be married to him anymore. I think I went to far. He has been so cold to me ever since. The hugs and the kisses are so forced. Do things get worse before they get better? Do they actually get better? Am I making things worse? I am a hot mess. Can't stop crying. I trying not to let him see me cry because it's starting to annoy him. I am still so hurt. I Think maybe I don't know what I want...
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