I'll try to cut a long story short!
Basically this guy asked me out and I said no...and I kept on saying no. I told him I didn't trust him and asked him to leave me alone. And I never thought about him. But he was always messaging and calling, checking where I was, saying good morning and good night....He remembered every little detail about me, and asked me to give him one chance. So I did. But I still didn't like him. But I told him that I did, and I have no idea why. I had to have a drink before we were together because I didn't even want to touch him. Then I think I treated him like dirt one too many times and after ignoring him for a while I said sorry. Then it all changed.
After I hadn't heard from him for a week he told me he didn't have the same feeling that he used to have when we were together and he was sorry. So then I texted him and told him that I never had any feelings for him and I only went out with him because he asked me to. I told him that it was a lot of effort being with him because there were no real feelings. We spoke about this text a few weeks later and he looked like he was going to cry.
Now I keep hearing about him being seen with lots of girls, including one of my friends (we're no longer speaking!) They seem to be just casual flings, girls I know have been around with lots of other guys. Why did I pretend to like him - am I just an attention seeker? Why do I still feel guilty about lying and pretending? Why does it bother me to hear what he's up to? Thanks in advance...
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