I see on Facebook that my soon to be 15 dd now has a bf.
I am estranged from the kids, 15, and 22. Not seeing her having her first relationship just tears me apart. I'm not there to be a witness to this. Not sure how to cope.
Son sent me an text, angry that I have 'ruined his gd life' and that 'I should take a hint, that if should treat my ex the way I want my kids to treat me'. Well the kids didn't cheat on me, they didn't lie to me, pit others against me, estrange me from my family. Son was angry because I didn't confirm with his dad immediately that I would release the money from the joint funds for his tuition, due this week.
So f'd up this life.
It was easier living with a cheater/liar in some ways. My kids loved me. This is torture. When I left I had no idea this would happen. I have sold my condo near the family home, sitting alone does my mind no favours. I'll live with my mother for awhile till I hopefully get my depression under some sort of control. I was a fool not to keep h out after his affair, I had the kids, the house, now I HAVE nothing. Too depressed/anxious to work.
I texted son that I reach out to him often and he doesn't reply. And that I am open to doing therapy with him to see what can help our situation.
I am estranged from the kids, 15, and 22. Not seeing her having her first relationship just tears me apart. I'm not there to be a witness to this. Not sure how to cope.
Son sent me an text, angry that I have 'ruined his gd life' and that 'I should take a hint, that if should treat my ex the way I want my kids to treat me'. Well the kids didn't cheat on me, they didn't lie to me, pit others against me, estrange me from my family. Son was angry because I didn't confirm with his dad immediately that I would release the money from the joint funds for his tuition, due this week.
So f'd up this life.
It was easier living with a cheater/liar in some ways. My kids loved me. This is torture. When I left I had no idea this would happen. I have sold my condo near the family home, sitting alone does my mind no favours. I'll live with my mother for awhile till I hopefully get my depression under some sort of control. I was a fool not to keep h out after his affair, I had the kids, the house, now I HAVE nothing. Too depressed/anxious to work.
I texted son that I reach out to him often and he doesn't reply. And that I am open to doing therapy with him to see what can help our situation.
Put the internet to work for you.
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