Hello all, I'm new here to the forum. Quick synopsis of my situation. I've been married for 13yrs, have three great kids under the age of 10. I love my wife more than anything. I've never been unfaithful and I have no addictions/abuse of any kind. We have a picture perfect family. We make good money and have a great house in a great neighborhood in Nor Cal. A month back my spouse blew up and almost left. She said she basically feels like she and the kids are being neglected by me. I do work a lot, but she said basically when I'm home, I'm checked out and don't contribute. This isn't the first time we've had this conversation over the years. Usually I try to help when she voices a frustration (usually about me) and everything seems fine after.....I was wrong. It all built up and came to a grinding halt about a month ago. As I look back over the years, I could have done more, been a better dad, better husband and a better spiritual leader. I was very compla cent and selfish which over the years eroded away my wife's spirit. She told me contemplated walking out because she feels like I won't change and doesn't need me. I have begged for forgiveness from God and her. God and I have already made drastic changes in me to save my family. Even though I'm giving it my all, she is still filled with anger against me. This is crushing me. I feel as she hasn't really forgiven me. She's distant and completely non affectionate. Everyday is painful. I'm praying vigorously for Gods help. Thanks for reading.
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