Id been heartbroken over my ex suddenly leaving me because he was too young to be in a serious relationship (we were just about to move in together). I loved him very much and was completely devastated and depressed for months and months. I needed to get out of it so I started dating and instantly felt better. I get asked out often and had four guys who all wanted to date me at the same time. I told them all that I was just looking to move forward and have fun and that I was seeing other people. So one of these guys was away for two months. We spoke every single day and I really like him. We had not been on a date yet and he encouraged me to date the other guys because he knew id been miserable and said I deserved to have fun. He said hes not cool woth me sleeping with anyone but we arent together and I should do whatever I want. I told him many times I just want him but he kept saying im single so dont worry about dating others. I eventually took the hint and did date. I slept with a guy and I told the guy I liked the next day. Maybe that was stupid but Im always honest. He went mad. He said he never in a million years thought id actually go through with it and that iv hurt him so badly when I knew he liked me. I felt better after sleeping with someone, it felt like a turning point and like my ex was completely in my past. But now I have been sad for days as the guy I like has been saying how terrible I am and now has told me to leave him alone whilst he works out whether he can forgive a cheater. As I said me and this guy haven't dated yet cos hes been busy, we havent kissed or anything but we have been very close emotionally and spoken like bf/gf but he said we weren't together. Am I a cheater? Iv never cheated on anyone before and now im questioning myself. Also how do I make this up to him? He is fuming with me atm and says im second hand and used. I was so excited to date him but I hadnt committed to anything as I was still rec overing from my ex. Opinions please!
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