She was my first love but lived on the other side of the world and decided to end things after 3.5 years so she could be with someone else who was local and provided more 'security' for her and her daughter. Basically had money as opposed to me who was younger, would need to move countries to be with her and start from the bottom, and who after 3.5 years had still not made the move so she didn't want to wait around forever.
I have not spoken to her at all for nearly 2 years. But a day does not go past when I don't get reminded of us, and the good times. And how much in love I was. And it makes me want it again.
I have been with a few girls since, but absolutely none have made me feel like I'm under a magic spell, crazy about them, like I did when I got with her. She had her faults like everyone does but all I'm remembering is the good times and its very very VERY annoying. Also feel like I will never meet someone that will make me feel like that again.
What to do?
Put the internet to work for you.
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