I have lost a friend and I want her back, whose fault is it hers or mine?

I have been friends with her for years but I made the mistake of telling her everything. I told her all my secrets and I trusted her with that information.

Some of it was personal info about my life and I told her to keep it secret. I went with too many guys at uni and told her about what I got up to. I feel like she is judging me now and doesn't want to know me anymore because of what I did. Even though in my opinion it really isn't that bad. So I got with too many guys and was acting a little slutty. Now I think she thinks I am a total hoe and feel she has lost respect for me.

what she doesn't know is that I did all the crazy behaviour because I was in a bad place and for personal reasons.

Something went wrong with my personal life with a guy and I told he her broke my heart and I made the mistake of sending the message to more than one person. I am truly sorry for that but all I wanted was a variety of opinions not just hers. SO I could have plan b in case it all went wrong about how to heal a broken heart.

Is she being judgemental or is it my fault?

Shall I just forget out 10 years of friendship or fight for it?

Thanks guys

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