Hi I'm new to the forums. I have read alot of threads regarding those people who were in a relationship and got themselves broken up.
If you guys don't mind I would like to share my story with you guys. I would very much appreciate if you guys would send me an encouraging reply or anything actually. Just wanted to make myself feel that I'm not alone. Anyway here it goes.
My girlfriend and I were in a relationship for 2 1/2years before she broke up with me. we were already together and dating for more than 5 years. When we were still dating we were so very close and loved each othet so much. Lets say it was those times that we were very sweet to each other. Then when we graduated from highschool we studied in the same college but obviously different course. We were still dating by that time. And as time passes by there was a moment when i asked her if she would accept that we'll have a relationship together as bf and gf and she said yes! In those 2 1/2 years of our relationship. We also had our ups and downs. We sometimes fight over some things and then a couple of days were back to each other again. There was also the time when she asked for a cool off because i was very clingy to her that she needed some space. It was 6months of cool off to be exact but those 6 months. i never gave up on her and even tried to fix everything. Until the time t hat she has forgiven me. When we were back to each other again she told me that on those 6months there was a moment that she thought of breaking up with me but then she realized that in those 6 months i was still there waiting for her and trying my best as i can. So she told me that she would like to give it a try. Then we had our anniversaries and so forth. Then the cause of our break up comes in. It was when we went home together and i invited her to watch a movie with me and she said she doesn't feel like watching. So i made myself quiet as if like i was disappointed or something like that. Then that's when she started to get cold with me. And then I got sick for like a week and in that one week she never texted nor visited me at home. It was very sad on my part though when you expect someone then they are not there to support you hurts alot. Then we have a planned trip with my classmates including her on the trip but i wasnt sure if i will be able to come because im stil l somewhat sick and the day before the trip she texted me that she heard that i was sick that i should get better soon. She also told me i should come because thats what ive been waiting for and i should never miss the trip because its going to be alot of fun. And the last message was " i know we haven't talk for a couple of weeks. I was very busy and i also took it as a breather. Felt like i needed it" then from that message i thought we were going to be okay now so i went to join the trip but guess what on those 3days of trip i never enjoyed even once. She treats me like she never sees me. I really dont understand. Is it Maybe because 1st night of the trip my classmates pushed her to try some brownies(with some marijuana in it) but she was like no i dont wanna try it because she knows i dont want her to try it.. But she was very curious so she took some and gave the half to me. I was very dissappointed that night. Because after her trying it she wasnt herself. Then the nex t days she started to ignore me up until we get home. I text her she replies but in a cold manner. Then i asked her if there is something wrong between us the she told me that we'll talk in person so yeah she met up with me and asked me if she wanted to go will i let her go? At first i was like please dont do this. We can still work things out. She replied that she doesn't want to try anymore. She isn't happy anymore. I was crying because i wasnt really expecting that she'll break up with me. She said it was for the both of us in order for us to grow. Until to the point that I held her hands told her to look at me and told her that if its going to make her happy then im letting you go. We stood up hugged each other. Asked for a last kiss and told her that thanks for the wonderful years we shared together. And then she told me do the right things okay? And she also told me that " remember this. I wont close my door on you". And then just watch as she leaves my house. It was v ery heartbreaking for me. Letting go the person you loved the most was a very hard thing to do.. Everything reminds me of her everywhere i go. It hurts when you try to sleep and hoping that it was all just a bad dream, but you know what's gonna hurt the most? Waking up realizing you aren't both together anymore.
I hope i didn't bore you guys. Just needed someone to share my story with. I want to stop my heart from breaking.
If you guys don't mind I would like to share my story with you guys. I would very much appreciate if you guys would send me an encouraging reply or anything actually. Just wanted to make myself feel that I'm not alone. Anyway here it goes.
My girlfriend and I were in a relationship for 2 1/2years before she broke up with me. we were already together and dating for more than 5 years. When we were still dating we were so very close and loved each othet so much. Lets say it was those times that we were very sweet to each other. Then when we graduated from highschool we studied in the same college but obviously different course. We were still dating by that time. And as time passes by there was a moment when i asked her if she would accept that we'll have a relationship together as bf and gf and she said yes! In those 2 1/2 years of our relationship. We also had our ups and downs. We sometimes fight over some things and then a couple of days were back to each other again. There was also the time when she asked for a cool off because i was very clingy to her that she needed some space. It was 6months of cool off to be exact but those 6 months. i never gave up on her and even tried to fix everything. Until the time t hat she has forgiven me. When we were back to each other again she told me that on those 6months there was a moment that she thought of breaking up with me but then she realized that in those 6 months i was still there waiting for her and trying my best as i can. So she told me that she would like to give it a try. Then we had our anniversaries and so forth. Then the cause of our break up comes in. It was when we went home together and i invited her to watch a movie with me and she said she doesn't feel like watching. So i made myself quiet as if like i was disappointed or something like that. Then that's when she started to get cold with me. And then I got sick for like a week and in that one week she never texted nor visited me at home. It was very sad on my part though when you expect someone then they are not there to support you hurts alot. Then we have a planned trip with my classmates including her on the trip but i wasnt sure if i will be able to come because im stil l somewhat sick and the day before the trip she texted me that she heard that i was sick that i should get better soon. She also told me i should come because thats what ive been waiting for and i should never miss the trip because its going to be alot of fun. And the last message was " i know we haven't talk for a couple of weeks. I was very busy and i also took it as a breather. Felt like i needed it" then from that message i thought we were going to be okay now so i went to join the trip but guess what on those 3days of trip i never enjoyed even once. She treats me like she never sees me. I really dont understand. Is it Maybe because 1st night of the trip my classmates pushed her to try some brownies(with some marijuana in it) but she was like no i dont wanna try it because she knows i dont want her to try it.. But she was very curious so she took some and gave the half to me. I was very dissappointed that night. Because after her trying it she wasnt herself. Then the nex t days she started to ignore me up until we get home. I text her she replies but in a cold manner. Then i asked her if there is something wrong between us the she told me that we'll talk in person so yeah she met up with me and asked me if she wanted to go will i let her go? At first i was like please dont do this. We can still work things out. She replied that she doesn't want to try anymore. She isn't happy anymore. I was crying because i wasnt really expecting that she'll break up with me. She said it was for the both of us in order for us to grow. Until to the point that I held her hands told her to look at me and told her that if its going to make her happy then im letting you go. We stood up hugged each other. Asked for a last kiss and told her that thanks for the wonderful years we shared together. And then she told me do the right things okay? And she also told me that " remember this. I wont close my door on you". And then just watch as she leaves my house. It was v ery heartbreaking for me. Letting go the person you loved the most was a very hard thing to do.. Everything reminds me of her everywhere i go. It hurts when you try to sleep and hoping that it was all just a bad dream, but you know what's gonna hurt the most? Waking up realizing you aren't both together anymore.
I hope i didn't bore you guys. Just needed someone to share my story with. I want to stop my heart from breaking.
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