Husband left me 8 weeks ago (see husband left for ex girlfriend) as he had feelings for his ex girlfriend I filed for divorce a few weeks later and he was arranging a future with her and her children.
H would not open mail about the divorce or talk with a lawyer until last week then I start getting text messages saying it's all a mistake he never wanted a divorce but he wishes me the best for the future as he wants me to be happy
On Thursday night we chatted about the divorce and he said here is the draft letter from my lawyer but I don't want it and am only doing it as you did not seem bothered when I left you ( I done the 180).
H was due to go on holiday with his girlfriend and her children on Friday night he said to me Friday morning I don't want to go away I want to stay here I told him I was going away as I had rehomed our dog and was feeling very low, well Saturday he went to her and I sent him a few texts over Saturday as I was feeling quite angry and annoyed that he was telling me it was all a mistake but still went well he said he would be home Saturday week and we could see how we got on.
I sent him texts saying I want you home now with me I don't want to be divorced, I don't know if I done this out of hurt,revenge or jealousy.
H phoned crying asking did I want him back as he is confused about his feeling for her and me the next thing she texted me saying how much she loves him and is not putting pressure on him to stay with her, it hurt me as he must have given her my number, well he has come home and the reason he has given for all of this is he could have had a child with her (I have had 8 miscarriages) and we don't have children.
I am not sure now how I feel about him, did I ask him to come back out of "well I can hurt him and her like they did to me" and have control of the situation but now I am feeling really ashamed of myself and keep thinking what type of person have I become having stopped him being with someone who loves him and can give him a child and stopped her children having a holiday this week too
Please help me
H would not open mail about the divorce or talk with a lawyer until last week then I start getting text messages saying it's all a mistake he never wanted a divorce but he wishes me the best for the future as he wants me to be happy
On Thursday night we chatted about the divorce and he said here is the draft letter from my lawyer but I don't want it and am only doing it as you did not seem bothered when I left you ( I done the 180).
H was due to go on holiday with his girlfriend and her children on Friday night he said to me Friday morning I don't want to go away I want to stay here I told him I was going away as I had rehomed our dog and was feeling very low, well Saturday he went to her and I sent him a few texts over Saturday as I was feeling quite angry and annoyed that he was telling me it was all a mistake but still went well he said he would be home Saturday week and we could see how we got on.
I sent him texts saying I want you home now with me I don't want to be divorced, I don't know if I done this out of hurt,revenge or jealousy.
H phoned crying asking did I want him back as he is confused about his feeling for her and me the next thing she texted me saying how much she loves him and is not putting pressure on him to stay with her, it hurt me as he must have given her my number, well he has come home and the reason he has given for all of this is he could have had a child with her (I have had 8 miscarriages) and we don't have children.
I am not sure now how I feel about him, did I ask him to come back out of "well I can hurt him and her like they did to me" and have control of the situation but now I am feeling really ashamed of myself and keep thinking what type of person have I become having stopped him being with someone who loves him and can give him a child and stopped her children having a holiday this week too
Please help me
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