Okay so this is very long,apologies for this ...
So i met a girl last year when i started college,she was in the same year as me was probably one of the few that actually spoke to me and liked me.As time went on we grew to like each other and.She always spoke to me and smiled at me whenever we spoke.She also stared at me whilst i was doing my own work.By last March I told her i liked her via facebook and she got me out of the room and told me if it was true,and i said yes,and then said 'i dont know' and laughed.Then that was it.
Bit of background info was that we've both been cheated on by our ex's before.I dont really know the full story about her but anyway on the last night of the school year,we went out together with her group of mates and got drunk and she started making signals to me that she liked me.She always complimented me,tried to make me look good and I felt she liked me a lot.There was an instance where her friend told me she had a boyfriend as a joke and i said 'life over' and she laughed but leaned over to me and smiled.That's when i realized she was perfect for me.
Results day came and as she took the same subjects me and we were both gutted.she failed the majority of her exams and i didn't do that well.I thought i was dropping out of college to resit the year so i told her what happened but she wanted me to stay and she told me her results and i promised i'd help her pull it back up by working together and being there for her.
Back to year 13 and everything goes on well,however now another boy has come in her path and now fancies her too.I went into a free she took my ipod off me,got the passcode and unlocked it.She found several screenshots of our facebook conversation.I took them because i wanted to ask a girl for her advice on what to do as I never knew what to do now this boy's come in her way.So i tell her and she says thats so weird to me.Now,i get home and i snapchat her,she immediately snapchats me and asks me why i had the photos.I message her on facebook and honestly tell her what i feel about her.She says ok and so the next day rolls on.We're in a free together and she initiates the conversation about me messaging her the past night of how i like her.Her best friend ( the one that said she had a boyfriend jokingly a while ago) says aw.She goes out of the room and asks me to ask her out.I dont know what to do.The girl comes back into the room and i finally tell her i like her in person.
Now we had a college party last week,I didnt go and she goes and apparently stays at this guy's house for the night (the one who fancied her).She comes into college and i try hard to ignore her and see what effort she puts into me.She asks me for my textbook,keeps it until the end of the day and i snapchat her saying i want it back,she says ok and i say thankyou but then she says 'okay mate' ?
I really don't know what to do because i actually love this girl a lot now,but i'm scared this guy might take over.My friends are telling me to end it but i think as time passes,she'll ask me for study help and then tel me but idk.
Sorry this is insanely long but please help me :( ?
Thanks
So i met a girl last year when i started college,she was in the same year as me was probably one of the few that actually spoke to me and liked me.As time went on we grew to like each other and.She always spoke to me and smiled at me whenever we spoke.She also stared at me whilst i was doing my own work.By last March I told her i liked her via facebook and she got me out of the room and told me if it was true,and i said yes,and then said 'i dont know' and laughed.Then that was it.
Bit of background info was that we've both been cheated on by our ex's before.I dont really know the full story about her but anyway on the last night of the school year,we went out together with her group of mates and got drunk and she started making signals to me that she liked me.She always complimented me,tried to make me look good and I felt she liked me a lot.There was an instance where her friend told me she had a boyfriend as a joke and i said 'life over' and she laughed but leaned over to me and smiled.That's when i realized she was perfect for me.
Results day came and as she took the same subjects me and we were both gutted.she failed the majority of her exams and i didn't do that well.I thought i was dropping out of college to resit the year so i told her what happened but she wanted me to stay and she told me her results and i promised i'd help her pull it back up by working together and being there for her.
Back to year 13 and everything goes on well,however now another boy has come in her path and now fancies her too.I went into a free she took my ipod off me,got the passcode and unlocked it.She found several screenshots of our facebook conversation.I took them because i wanted to ask a girl for her advice on what to do as I never knew what to do now this boy's come in her way.So i tell her and she says thats so weird to me.Now,i get home and i snapchat her,she immediately snapchats me and asks me why i had the photos.I message her on facebook and honestly tell her what i feel about her.She says ok and so the next day rolls on.We're in a free together and she initiates the conversation about me messaging her the past night of how i like her.Her best friend ( the one that said she had a boyfriend jokingly a while ago) says aw.She goes out of the room and asks me to ask her out.I dont know what to do.The girl comes back into the room and i finally tell her i like her in person.
Now we had a college party last week,I didnt go and she goes and apparently stays at this guy's house for the night (the one who fancied her).She comes into college and i try hard to ignore her and see what effort she puts into me.She asks me for my textbook,keeps it until the end of the day and i snapchat her saying i want it back,she says ok and i say thankyou but then she says 'okay mate' ?
I really don't know what to do because i actually love this girl a lot now,but i'm scared this guy might take over.My friends are telling me to end it but i think as time passes,she'll ask me for study help and then tel me but idk.
Sorry this is insanely long but please help me :( ?
Thanks
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