I have been with my husband for 15 years. We started dating when I was only 17 & he was 19. I'm now 33 & he's 35. But we have only been married 2 years....that's another story.
Anyway, when we met, I was quite a bit thinner (I've honestly gained nearly 100 lbs since we met when I was 17). We have 1 kid together.
He tells me all the time how beautiful & sexy I am. & he loves "thick" women .... Then when he feels like he has a bug up his butt, he lashes out at me & tells me how fat I am. He tells me I need to go to the gym, eat better and so forth.
It's starting to bother me to the point I'm very depressed because one minute he says I'm great & when he's angry, he tells me how horrible I am.
Truth is, I'm overweight & I feel horrible. I want to change it, but I feel fatigued from mental stress (I've also owned my own business for 6 years). I really want him to love me regardless, but I don't think that happens in real life. He wants what he wants I guess.
Anyway, when we met, I was quite a bit thinner (I've honestly gained nearly 100 lbs since we met when I was 17). We have 1 kid together.
He tells me all the time how beautiful & sexy I am. & he loves "thick" women .... Then when he feels like he has a bug up his butt, he lashes out at me & tells me how fat I am. He tells me I need to go to the gym, eat better and so forth.
It's starting to bother me to the point I'm very depressed because one minute he says I'm great & when he's angry, he tells me how horrible I am.
Truth is, I'm overweight & I feel horrible. I want to change it, but I feel fatigued from mental stress (I've also owned my own business for 6 years). I really want him to love me regardless, but I don't think that happens in real life. He wants what he wants I guess.
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