I haven't been told or heard of or even been given a signal a girl has liked me in donkeys. Yes I have slept with people but literally a one night stand then they just vanish out of my life. I'm pretty average looking bit overweight but only as of about a year ago I put on a few stone but I'm talking for the past 5 years.
I used to have a lot of confidence and it's obvious for anyone to see I'm not the man I once was. Even if my confidence was lost when I was 19 I was more of a man back then than I am now. I used to have a good selection of women to talk to ,to naturally start seeing women meeting them through friends or by any other means. I did used to have an online list of women I could talk to but only sometimes materialised but I wouldn't have been scared to meet them. Girls used to approach ME on online social media by posting on my wall etc. I was definitely not anxious about finding myself a girlfriend one day.
In fact I never did/have got one but I was on and off for a long time with a beautiful 9/10 girl I was actually in love with until it came to an end and I feel that was the moment I lost all my confidence. I'm over it now but the lack of confidence I seem to have is stopping me from having the fun I should be having now and I'm letting life pass me by without a care in the world.
Put the internet to work for you.
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