Hey
Ok so i am a UNI fresher have never had a proper girlfriend but been with a few girls in the past and promised myself to not have sex during freshers but how wrong was I.
So its week 5 here and I have got a friend with benefits at least thats what I would call it that but anyway, over the past week we have just been spooning due to her being on her period. She also lives in the same university accommodation across the hallway which is great because I can get it in almost at anytime. Now at the moment we are not really on speaking terms because I told her that one of my flat mates called her a slut and never defended her when they said it and yesterday she told me she's not mad, but we all know how these females act.
Anyway as we haven't banged in a week just fondled and spooned i'm not gonna lie i'm starting to catch feelings for this girl and I don't want to because I want to be a free man and get with other girls but wouldn't mind being with her because of the convenience. Now another problem is we hang out with the same people and most of them don't know we are more than friends so every time we go out it is really awkward and we rarely make eye contact, but I can't stop thinking about her all day and i feel it's going to affect my work at school. My friends are basically telling me to keep doing what i'm doing but I think i'm going to go too far and make a relationship out of it which is not what I want. Another issue is when I stay at her's or when she comes to mine we don't end up leaving until 11am the next morning which is part of the reason that I have developed feelings for her. She also said she doesn't care if i get with other girls but I know thats bull****.
I don't think she likes me as much as i like her but it's stressing me out when really we have no agreement.
This is the most corny thing I have ever written in my entire life!
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