Getting with a hot guy has made me feel insecure?

basically this past week i have been around some REALLY attractive girls. we have been going out etc. it was like a group of 200. one night i went home with a really hot guy in the group. i didn't sleep with him. then he went home and had sex with some other girl like 2 days later and i wasn't bothered i knew he was a player and i was really drunk anyway when i went home with him (but he wasn;t) and i didnt know him before. she was pretty though. then like a couple nights later he was coming onto me again but also flirting with other girls and he was REALLY drunk but it was mainly focused on me. i didn't go home with him but we all kind of left at the same time and he kept trying to come back to mine but like i said he was really drunk and i was also very drunk (but not as much as him) so i didn't realise how drunk he was. anyway he came back to mine but nothing happened because i was really drunk and tired and just fell asleep, like we didn't even kiss ( though had at the club).

so i'm pretty sure he doesn't remember any of that night and that made me feel bad i guess even though nothing happened, he doesn't know that nothing happened... i literally have no interest other than attraction with him. i'd probably get with him again but i wouldn't want anything more from him. i guess whats brought out my insecurities is that i've been round loads of attractive girls and keep comparing myself and feel like he only got with me as a last resort cause he could have got with anyone.

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