I realize now I got married so long ago because I thought the world of my wife, but had absolutely zero in common with her. We knew each other in high school and worked together during my first marriage. Once my marriage ended we began seeing each other and she was the complete opposite of my ex-wife.(Therefore I though she was perfect for me)<---What a dumb thought...This lead to a life of avoidance and triangulation with our kids, friends and relatives. Here we are so many years later and the light at end of tunnel for child rearing ending is upon us. We have so little in common. Her and the MC keep asking me to promise not to leave but I'm scared of being alone with her someday. We can't talk about anything personal or one of us gets irritated since we are polar opposites. I'm sure MC has caught on we are very incompatible. Its the epitamy of roommate/co-parent marriage. I'm an optimist always, the bright side guy but this is haunting me. Any other dumba$$es marry someone they never really bonded with? I realize I'm an idiot and to unwind this will cause some pain. We are trying at MC and she is a great person but I can tell she is uneasy that we are trying to work on our relationship after all this time.(probably knows its not really possible to be a romantic relation)
Put the internet to work for you.
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