I know people on here can be really insensitive :/ serious replies please!
Hi all ,
I'm going to 20 soon ,I'm a female and never had a boyfriend before ,never had any sexual encounters and have always thought sex was disgusting .
However ,recently I feel like my libido is increasing to a point where it's worrying me .I don't think of sex as disgusting anymore ,in fact I think it's a beautiful thing (between a loving couple of course) .I find myself fantasising quite a lot ,it's strange to me & i have started watching porn frequently .I hate myself for doing so .
Last night I had a dream I was on holiday with *my boyfriend* (in the dream I had one) and we were intimate (don't want to get graphical) .He gave me butterflies and my heart was racing in the session lol (still in the dream here) .After it ,we cuddled and I felt happy ,warm & loved .I can't describe the feeling .
I'm confused as to why this is.Hormones maybe?.In a way I feel so ashamed about all this because it's so unlike me to have such thoughts .
Put the internet to work for you.
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