Ok so I got I to a relationship with an older man over 3 months ago. Cut a long story short we still haven't had sex. When I first tried it hurt so I went to see the gp who said nothing was wrong. I just kept avoiding it despite sleeping with him I guess it was a mixture of being scared and not wanting to catch anything as he has had lots of women. I've gone and started myself on a course of hpv vaccines but haven't told him as I don't want to sound like an hyperchondriac. He developed a cold sore and I wouldn't have sex because of that so that wound him up further. I suppose it is me who has the problems he is just a normal man wanting sex I suppose. He has almost broke up with me several times over it but I've always got him back through texting and promised that I do want sex eventually.
The last time I started with him he said I kept him awake all night tossing and turning (I couldn't sleep). In the morning he asked if I wanted to go home or sleep with him but I wanted some quality sleep on my own so decided to go home. He told me to take care gave a hug and said he didn't know when he'd see me again. He had been annoyed that morning and gave me a lecture on bad sleeping patterns and said that I wasn't relaxed enough to sleep
anyway he hasn't been replying to my texts for the past 2 days it seems like he's washed his hands of me. There's no point me talking him round again it's the same old thing. Is it best to just wait and see if he replies? I'm not a bad girlfriend in other respects it's just when it comes to sex.
Put the internet to work for you.
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