Until we meet again

Guys ,

your presence in my life was a great experience and inspiring ;

Life is too short ; I want to live it the max ...

After years and years of loss ; I am seeing a path .

The way is long , could be dark and ugly sometimes ; but I am following that light ;

In the last period I feel so much different ; I am re adapting to situations quickly ; I no longer get affected by small things ; yet able to feel content in every opportunity .

the cute BPDer :) is becoming cuter and happier , and for the first time in 15 years she is giving in some areas more than I ever expected ....


We are bonding great , and having intimacy in a very unique and different way ; the thing which we never experienced .
I know now when to approach her , when to enjoy a cuddle , and when to hide :)

Love is finding his way to our heart again ; I will fight for that love as long as I can .

and if one of us is lost in the fog ;we shall train each other to find the way again ....

Zouz should not come back here ; if he is back then he is in trouble again .

I threw all books about BPD, and addresses of ladies who could be a candidate for another match ;I closed my facebook account and all social media ; except messaging with dozen of good friends who will share the moments.

I might come one day again with a new disguise ; to check on all of you or vent a bit .

I have a great feeling that I will succeed this time ;

for those who felt hurt from me , I apologize ; and those who are still fighting I wish good luck ;

It could be that I surrendered to faith ;
could be that I found my way ;

I don't care anymore ; because I want to live a new life ; and starting 2015; it will be a new experience for me ...

Thanks to all who inspired me ; thanks to TAM for the great experience .

Until we meet again

Best of luck to all ,

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