Well, my RJ has been becoming more and more of an issue. I am going to try my best to post exactly what bothers me and hopefully you guys can help me figure out what it is and how to stop it.
It bothers me that my wife has....
1. had a larger penis than me. I feel like she would be happier if mine was bigger too.
2. had sex with a band guy (many times). I don't feel like I can compete with that thing women have for musicians. I play guitar but not in a band.
3. tried so hard to keep her cheating ex husband. It makes me think she loved him way more than she ever could me.
4. had sex with a guy she actually disliked. I just don't understand this at all.
I'll leave it at that for now. I'm sure there's more but I just can't think of it right now.
Any ideas? I think it's insecurity because I do compare myself to her past and I don't feel like I win. I feel like I am average in all areas where they were great in some and crappy in others. Thus making me a decent choice but not an outstanding choice.
It bothers me that my wife has....
1. had a larger penis than me. I feel like she would be happier if mine was bigger too.
2. had sex with a band guy (many times). I don't feel like I can compete with that thing women have for musicians. I play guitar but not in a band.
3. tried so hard to keep her cheating ex husband. It makes me think she loved him way more than she ever could me.
4. had sex with a guy she actually disliked. I just don't understand this at all.
I'll leave it at that for now. I'm sure there's more but I just can't think of it right now.
Any ideas? I think it's insecurity because I do compare myself to her past and I don't feel like I win. I feel like I am average in all areas where they were great in some and crappy in others. Thus making me a decent choice but not an outstanding choice.
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