I don't know how to deal with this pain that I feel in my chest and the empty pit that I feel in my stomach. I take xanax which helps a lot but I can't take my mind off of my wife. She is moving out on the 22nd (Here is a link to my original post http://ift.tt/1saq3Qw ) I obviously don't want her to go. I am madly in love with her and would do anything for her. I can't imagine my life without her. How did you shake that feeling?? How did you picture you future with someone else??
What makes it worse is that she is still in the house and acts like we are married.. We sleep next to each other, we cuddle, we kiss, we go to dinner, we go to the movies.. EVERYTHING!!! She tells me she loves me and is in love with me.. so it is making it so hard for me to accept that she is still moving out.
I know I need to cut her off from doing those things but it is so hard because I want that!!
I just feel like my world is falling apart.
What makes it worse is that she is still in the house and acts like we are married.. We sleep next to each other, we cuddle, we kiss, we go to dinner, we go to the movies.. EVERYTHING!!! She tells me she loves me and is in love with me.. so it is making it so hard for me to accept that she is still moving out.
I know I need to cut her off from doing those things but it is so hard because I want that!!
I just feel like my world is falling apart.
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