I feel so stupid to let a stranger changed so much of me. There's this guy I just noticed during the start of this semester (August), as he is a year younger than me so he just got in. Since then, I was so smittened by him but we never had the chance to introduce ourselves. At first the crush was exciting, you know, the accidental eye contact, "is he looking at me" and all. Right now I think it has turned into some kind of obsession. I plan my schedule according to him, going to places I think he will be at just so I can steal a couple of glances from him. When I don't see him, all (well most) I do is think of him. It sucks so much. Why does he even exist?!I was doing well in my studies, had good AS results but since August till now, I feel like I have been left so behind. My brain is not functioning right now, it's like all my thoughts are all jumbled up and I cannot focus! I have reached the point where I am seriously concerned about my studies now, but at the same time I am distracted by nonsense! I tried so hard to not be distracted but I seriously just cannot help it.What can I do guys? And no, I don't think I have the guts to talk to him. I mean I can and I want to talk to him, but to walk up to him and initiate a convo, that is just crazy. I couldn't break the ice. And he seems like such a nice person so it's really hard to purposely hate on him. Plus, he is still single (I assume) and hardly be around any girls in school so I can't make myself jealous and just give up on him.
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