I have feelings for one of my best guy friends. We have slept together once before and he just makes me very confused sometimes. Sometimes I am really close to him and he has helped me out a lot before... then sometimes I know he gets really annoyed by me and we argue and things are tense but I guess that's just how things are.
I am fairly certain he knows how I feel, I haven't told him and I'm not going to but just from the way I act, especially drunk, he must know. Either way he has had opportunity, as far as I'm concerned, to have made a move if he was at all interested but he hasn't so I know he isn't interested.
I just find him confusing sometimes and my feelings for him a bit difficult. I also don't want him to keep a distance from me. He means a lot to me and I know I mean a lot to him but he doesn't feel the same way and I'm just scared it's going to destroy the friendship. I'm scared that I won't ever get over these feelings if I keep on being his friend.
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