Im currently in a mid life crisis because I'm confused on if i should continue to go to school or not. I attend a college where i am studying btec art. i decided to leave my high school after gcse as i wanted to focus on art and chose to study at this college because at first i thought the course would help me to develop my skills but instead i am just dreading it for these reasons:
1. the course doesn't help me to express creativity or to develop skills
3. many of the students have no interest at all in the subject= bad environment
4.the course definitely does not prepare me for uni
5. i have absolutely no friends and am always alone
since going to this college for the past year i have started to not enjoy art which used to be my greatest passion. i have another year till this course finishes and i don't have the confidence in me to continue. i talked to my parents but obviously they don't want me to stop going to school and its too late to apply for another school. if i were to stop going i would try to find a part time job and also do some distant learning a levels and apply for an arts foundation for next september so i can progress to university. by not going it would limit my options for uni but since i want to go for an arts degree it would not be the end of the world.
i know i probably sound like a really negative and depressing person (sorry!),
but what do you guys think..if you were in my situation would you suck it up and go or what?
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