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Hi,
My name is Tai and my wife is Hu (nicknames) I am married since almost 5 years and our daughter is 4 yrs.
It started when we met through some friends and start hanging out as normal friends then we ge tin love with each other and get married as our religion we can't live together or have kids unless we married.
I did love her for her personality and kindness and she is hot as well. Going back 6 years since we first met I did notice that she is quite strong woman but didn't see that she wants to be in control of everything.
We had lots of arguing during our engagement but she used to have a step back and let me cool down and it works well. My family tried to keep me away from this marriage but I did trust her and trust that she can change her bad temper and swearing at me because I was swearing back.
Unfortunate, few weeks after our marriage she got pregnant and during most of the pregnancy she was OK we never had a major conflict during that time but there as always the feel she sending to me that I cannot fulfill all her needs (not sexual) I lived with the feeling of guilt and need with her even I did spend everything on her and never expect a return.
When my daughter comes I start to feel really loved at my home from my daughter and many times from my wife but every single day we have together if it is a great day it would end up with ****.
Maybe it is me maybe it is her I don't really know but most of the time I analyze the problems and find that she pissing me off and driving me crazy.
She ask for a divorce hundreds of time and when she cool down she say I just ask for it but never really meant it. I'm sick of this life I'm sick of not feeling happy and loved I'm sick of yelling and ignorance.
If I don't have child from her I would divorce her without even a think but it is only my daughter that I don't her to be raised away from her dad. She is all I have and all I need in this life and I'm really not sure how she will grow her up!
I hate living with her but my daughter is just keeping me tight and don't want my daughter to get lost after me but can't live this life as well.

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