I have posted my story here before and some of you have read and responded. I appreciate the advise i have gotten.
What it comes to now is that I know I should leave the marriage. For some reason, i havent been able to do so. I dont know what this hold is he has on me. I know I love him and i'm sure he loves me, but there has been too much damage done to recover and now i think he is or was trying to cheat. Bottom line...its time to go. Why do I have such a hard time with this?
He talks to me in a way that makes me believe he truly loves me and wants to save our marriage. He seems really sincere with his words. Sometimes I feel sorry for him and I cant stand the thought of hurting him. Other times, I think I cant be without him. I just go back and forth and i dont know how to break free. I have reasons to leave and reasons to stay. If I knew someone else living in my situation my advise to them would be to get out, so why cant I do that for myself? what is wrong with me and why is this so hard??????
What it comes to now is that I know I should leave the marriage. For some reason, i havent been able to do so. I dont know what this hold is he has on me. I know I love him and i'm sure he loves me, but there has been too much damage done to recover and now i think he is or was trying to cheat. Bottom line...its time to go. Why do I have such a hard time with this?
He talks to me in a way that makes me believe he truly loves me and wants to save our marriage. He seems really sincere with his words. Sometimes I feel sorry for him and I cant stand the thought of hurting him. Other times, I think I cant be without him. I just go back and forth and i dont know how to break free. I have reasons to leave and reasons to stay. If I knew someone else living in my situation my advise to them would be to get out, so why cant I do that for myself? what is wrong with me and why is this so hard??????
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