I am in love with my friend. But she has a boyfriend who lives in another country. (Long distance relationship 4+ yrs) She plans to marry him.
I told her how I feel and she said that I already know she has a boyfriend and that she loves him and that I shouldn't be selfish.
I said ok I'm sorry but we will stay friends.
I can't tell her how I feel again or it will ruin our friendship. I was already very close to ruining it the first time I told her. She said to me we can't be friends anymore because she doesn't want to see me sad. But I said to her don't worry I will be ok.
But I'm really not ok. I really like her more than friends.
She told her mum about her bf last year but her mum said no. But she is still secretly talking to him and she plans to ask her mum again in 2yrs and if she doesn't agree, she will go to him anyway.. (thats her plan anyway..)
It's currently the summer holidays so I haven't seen her for 2 months and I won't see her until October.
I am always thinking what is she doing, how is she, etc.
Do I have any chance of being more than friends with her? If not, how can I just treat her like any normal friend and make those feelings go away? I really don't know what to do.
I could really use some advice please.
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