Anon as ex is on here.
So broke up with gf a few weeks ago. We were in LDR of more than a year. We were each other's firsts for everything (not that it matters anymore).
She started to develop feelings for X at uni but I didn't break up with her a few months ago cos I thought it's just superficial. Since she admitted to me about this she still wanted to be with me and we established that she wouldn't do anything to like X more, but stay committed to me, and it was all fine until one day we argued about it (she wanted to go somewhere - date like - alone with him, and I clearly said no. She was like "we're just friends", but clearly what happened about the whole feelings situation I just knew that she would be making things worse between us if she went), and she decided to break up with me.
Ever since then she's never appeared to be solemn or regretful or anything. It's just me. She obviously spends a lot more time with X.. doing everything that we would do together (apart from getting intimate maybe - but then again Idk cos I don't see her, but I've been told). X has a gf himself but I kinda figured that he liked my ex too and so he's probably emotionally cheating on his gf too.
I don't want her back. Not having her in my life definitely seems to help me in a way because I realised that she wasn't keeping me happy especially towards the end and it wasn't worth an LDR for it definitely. But I just miss her obviously cos she was a big part of my life, but it just bugs me that she didn't see it that way and all this time she didn't even love me.
tl;dr she just played me all along I've figured cos she doesn't feel any regrets/remorse/sadness towards me. Maybe I'm wrong - she just doesn't show it.
Thoughts?
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