I don't know what to do. My husband is so incredibly dumb that there's nothing he can do that doesn't frustrate me for his sheer stupidity. I have no confidence in him, no respect for him, and he can't even be considered my friend. We live in the same house and we share a child and we manage to co-exist, but we are neither lovers or even companions - we have nothing in common and struggle to even hold a conversation, unless I'm just telling him about something in my day. We were married in 2002 and we have been intimate only twice since my son was born in 2003, and not much more before his birth. I can't bring myself to have another child with him, and it tears me apart that my son is so lonely. He's so stupid he can't even understand what I'm talking about, he can't understand how I think in ANY way. I'm just so angry with him all the time because I can't rely on him. He can't do anything that makes sense, he wastes so much time and refuses to wear a wat ch, he can't think ahead, he can't think of the big picture, he's going on for 50 and yet he lives and acts as though he's in his twenties, no assets, no aspirations, and no concept that it's a problem. I'm thirteen years younger and I'm the only one who's thinking about the future. He's such a kind person and very selfless, and it was only for these reasons that I married him, but the difference in intellectual ability is just unbearable now... I don't want to be married to him anymore. All I find myself saying to him at the moment is "Idiot" "Moron". I'm turning into such a bad person, worse and worse each day. I'm just so so so angry. Aaarghhh.
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