I've known my brother's best friend for many years, you could say we pretty much grew up in each others company. We've always laughed and joked with one another but we've never really spent much time alone. Sometimes I catch him staring at me in a non-platonic way when I'm doing something, or we'll touch (whilst playing a game etc) and the room will fill with sexual tension.
He's asked me twice whether or not I have a boyfriend, to which I've responded that I've not got anything going on at the moment. He always smiles a bit and tells me that I'm beautiful and that he's "surprised". It did throw me a bit the first time he commented on my looks as I was worried my brother might somehow hear. I know he would fight him if he did. One time after he asked me, my brother entered the room and the vibe completely changed as we both knew we were doing something wrong. I feel guilty, but interacting with him in this way makes me realise just how much I'm physically I'm attracted to him.
He's frequently at my house and recently I came out of the shower just as he was coming up the stairs to use the bathroom. I came out in my towel and it was really, really tense. I didn't expect him to be standing there so had to shuffle past him a bit. He laughed nervously but was staring at me intensely as I walked to my room. I have his number on my phone as my brother has used it to call/text him. He texted me a few hours later saying that I looked really good earlier on. I knew what he was referring to. As terrible as it sounds I'm not sure how much longer I'll be able to control myself. I don't want to hurt my brother or disrespect him in any way. I'm also conflicted because I can't imagine how my brother's best friend could pursue this so boldly? My brother would go absolutely insane. We're both less than 2 years apart but he's always treated me as his innocent "baby" sister which makes it worse.
He's asked me twice whether or not I have a boyfriend, to which I've responded that I've not got anything going on at the moment. He always smiles a bit and tells me that I'm beautiful and that he's "surprised". It did throw me a bit the first time he commented on my looks as I was worried my brother might somehow hear. I know he would fight him if he did. One time after he asked me, my brother entered the room and the vibe completely changed as we both knew we were doing something wrong. I feel guilty, but interacting with him in this way makes me realise just how much I'm physically I'm attracted to him.
He's frequently at my house and recently I came out of the shower just as he was coming up the stairs to use the bathroom. I came out in my towel and it was really, really tense. I didn't expect him to be standing there so had to shuffle past him a bit. He laughed nervously but was staring at me intensely as I walked to my room. I have his number on my phone as my brother has used it to call/text him. He texted me a few hours later saying that I looked really good earlier on. I knew what he was referring to. As terrible as it sounds I'm not sure how much longer I'll be able to control myself. I don't want to hurt my brother or disrespect him in any way. I'm also conflicted because I can't imagine how my brother's best friend could pursue this so boldly? My brother would go absolutely insane. We're both less than 2 years apart but he's always treated me as his innocent "baby" sister which makes it worse.
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