I'm worried that my autism will affect whatever romantic relationship I may or may not have in the future.
Currenntly my autism does not affect any of my plantic relationships but it may be one of the reaons why I am so attached to my beautiful special close friends. (I love them so much.)
When it comes to my relationship with my mother and father it's fine, but my father wants to touch me, I have no desire to engage in physical contact with my father. I've not hugged him in three years, it was during the London riots, my father was going to film there so I hugged him, a month later I kissed his forehead.
As for my mother, I only hug her twice a year; on her birthday and on Christmas, however, if she is sad I will hug her. She does not pester me for affection, which I am fine with, also kiss her cheek twice a year too. However I hugged her and kissed her forehead on new year;s eve... She only has one hug left...
When it comes to touching other humans... I prefer to touch nonhuman mammals, I try to avoid touch other humans whenever I can, I just don't like other humans touching me, to me they are all dirty. Skin on skin contact isn't for me.
However, there are people I will touch/will allow to touch me... My two beautiful close friends, (I love them.) one of their parents and also whatever girlfriend I get.
I also understand that handshakes are needed and I do them of course... But when I can avoid them I will.
Currenntly my autism does not affect any of my plantic relationships but it may be one of the reaons why I am so attached to my beautiful special close friends. (I love them so much.)
When it comes to my relationship with my mother and father it's fine, but my father wants to touch me, I have no desire to engage in physical contact with my father. I've not hugged him in three years, it was during the London riots, my father was going to film there so I hugged him, a month later I kissed his forehead.
As for my mother, I only hug her twice a year; on her birthday and on Christmas, however, if she is sad I will hug her. She does not pester me for affection, which I am fine with, also kiss her cheek twice a year too. However I hugged her and kissed her forehead on new year;s eve... She only has one hug left...
When it comes to touching other humans... I prefer to touch nonhuman mammals, I try to avoid touch other humans whenever I can, I just don't like other humans touching me, to me they are all dirty. Skin on skin contact isn't for me.
However, there are people I will touch/will allow to touch me... My two beautiful close friends, (I love them.) one of their parents and also whatever girlfriend I get.
I also understand that handshakes are needed and I do them of course... But when I can avoid them I will.
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