Allo,
Anyone else not had a single friend or gone out for a social through the latter half of primary school, the whole of secondary school (aside from a slightly abusive friendship with an a-hole that just revolved around the 2 of us smoking loads of cigarrettes for a few months in Year 9) and the whole of sixth form? I am now working before deffered entry for Economics at LSE.
Someone at school actually took pitty on me in my class because I was always alone, but I hated that I liked the person as I knew the chances that I would be proper friends with the person were almost non-existant, because although I was able to maintain a bit of a convo, whenever said persons group came over I just turned into a mute (not completely like medical mute) as is the case with all group encounters. This was just in Year 11 and the person left school after that. All I do is cry into my pillow, because although the convos with said person were fleeting and awkward, it was all I had. However, said person is now ignoring me.
My coworkers are all old fogies.
Don't see the point in working hard at anything now either, I just scraped my offer, and don't know how I will gather the motivation to work at uni.
I am also slightly paranoid about people now.
Anyone else not had a single friend or gone out for a social through the latter half of primary school, the whole of secondary school (aside from a slightly abusive friendship with an a-hole that just revolved around the 2 of us smoking loads of cigarrettes for a few months in Year 9) and the whole of sixth form? I am now working before deffered entry for Economics at LSE.
Someone at school actually took pitty on me in my class because I was always alone, but I hated that I liked the person as I knew the chances that I would be proper friends with the person were almost non-existant, because although I was able to maintain a bit of a convo, whenever said persons group came over I just turned into a mute (not completely like medical mute) as is the case with all group encounters. This was just in Year 11 and the person left school after that. All I do is cry into my pillow, because although the convos with said person were fleeting and awkward, it was all I had. However, said person is now ignoring me.
My coworkers are all old fogies.
Don't see the point in working hard at anything now either, I just scraped my offer, and don't know how I will gather the motivation to work at uni.
I am also slightly paranoid about people now.
Put the internet to work for you.
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