Hi,
As I write this I'm blown away at where I am in the world. Once I had a great job, an awesome wife and a beautiful 2 year old boy. Today, I'm recently separated and sitting in the psych ward of a hospital.
My wife sprung it upon me a few nights back, basically she said ,"I have nothing left to give this relationship". I was dumbfounded and could find very little words to engage in conversation. I basically said, "OK".
It then hit me on the head, the whole weight of the situation and I didn't know what to do, say or act - I felt completely lost. I wanted to confront here and ask the "why" questions. She told me she had been to counselling on her own and that she was done.
Being at a complete loss (and I do suffer from a low grade depression), I took off in my truck and started to drink. I went to a really dark place and thought about taking my own life. I didn't see a future and everything that I had been working on came crashing down around me. My friends found me, pulled the keys away from me and took me up the hospital. I was quickly medicated and transferred off the psych ward which is where I am now. I never thought I'd be here in a million years.....Life is full of disappointments and this is the biggest so far.....
As I write this I'm blown away at where I am in the world. Once I had a great job, an awesome wife and a beautiful 2 year old boy. Today, I'm recently separated and sitting in the psych ward of a hospital.
My wife sprung it upon me a few nights back, basically she said ,"I have nothing left to give this relationship". I was dumbfounded and could find very little words to engage in conversation. I basically said, "OK".
It then hit me on the head, the whole weight of the situation and I didn't know what to do, say or act - I felt completely lost. I wanted to confront here and ask the "why" questions. She told me she had been to counselling on her own and that she was done.
Being at a complete loss (and I do suffer from a low grade depression), I took off in my truck and started to drink. I went to a really dark place and thought about taking my own life. I didn't see a future and everything that I had been working on came crashing down around me. My friends found me, pulled the keys away from me and took me up the hospital. I was quickly medicated and transferred off the psych ward which is where I am now. I never thought I'd be here in a million years.....Life is full of disappointments and this is the biggest so far.....
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