Anti-climatic, plain.
Today I had my revenge on a former close friend who betrayed me in the past. I am talking about sleeping with my girlfriend who i had been friends for my whole life (she also slept with other people). While i was seriously ill in hospital. We are talking about 5 years ago now. I always remembered and I wanted to take my revenge when it had the element of surprise, when the opportunity arose. I ran away from everyone in the city and I moved to a new city, away from everything. I completely changed my mentality and the way I behaved and did things in life. But, I never forgot, he is the last in a line of people who really ****ed me over in the past. Now that I have what I have wanted for years, I can't help but to feel plain. I don't know what to feel, the pain has been replaced by calmness. I don't feel happiness, I just feel like a big weight has been taken off my shoulders.
I changed a lot because of getting betrayed in the past, I never made the same mistakes again. I believe I have done myself proud in a legal manner. My 16-18 self can sleep tight now, that part of me died spiritually with the betrayal but now my demons have been exorcised.
But, it should have been beautiful and glorious.
Today I had my revenge on a former close friend who betrayed me in the past. I am talking about sleeping with my girlfriend who i had been friends for my whole life (she also slept with other people). While i was seriously ill in hospital. We are talking about 5 years ago now. I always remembered and I wanted to take my revenge when it had the element of surprise, when the opportunity arose. I ran away from everyone in the city and I moved to a new city, away from everything. I completely changed my mentality and the way I behaved and did things in life. But, I never forgot, he is the last in a line of people who really ****ed me over in the past. Now that I have what I have wanted for years, I can't help but to feel plain. I don't know what to feel, the pain has been replaced by calmness. I don't feel happiness, I just feel like a big weight has been taken off my shoulders.
I changed a lot because of getting betrayed in the past, I never made the same mistakes again. I believe I have done myself proud in a legal manner. My 16-18 self can sleep tight now, that part of me died spiritually with the betrayal but now my demons have been exorcised.
But, it should have been beautiful and glorious.
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