The title sounds crazy and makes me sound incredibly greedy and ungrateful, I know. But this is just the way i'm feeling and honestly, I wish I didn't. I hate myself for feeling this way. I'm only 19 and have been with my boyfriend for nearly 2 years so the honeymoon phase is definitely over- I don't get the butterflies any more etc, things aren't magical like they once were. Yet I love him so deeply, we have a great connection and can talk about anything. He's my first ever boyfriend, so I never had the opportunity to be young and single like he did- he is a few years older than me so had the opportunity to be single and have a few different relationships before he met me. He has been with other girls before me whereas I've never been with another guy. I kind of feel trapped in a very serious relationship, and am wishing I was older and had dated a few guys before him and had more relationship experience. On top of this, we're also long distance! Whic h makes things 10 times harder and more confusing cos i can't see him regularly. Maybe I am just going through a phase, I don't know. I have never felt so confused before because I really do love him. Is it normal to feel confused when the honeymoon phase ends? Is it unfair of me to continue with this relationship? Or would I be foolish to end it, given that he is the lovliest guy I've ever met? Maybe I should just snap out of it and stop thinking this way, but I don't know how to. Any advice/experiences appreciated
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