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Lowdown of all my previous relationship / guys I was seeing..when/how to trust again?

1) nice guy. A friend ended up breaking us up when we fell out. He cut me off. Didn't keep in touch


2) I was unaware he had a gf... Told her and he pretended I was some stalker texting me pretending he didn't know who I was and telling him to leave him alone. Obviously don't speak

3) nice guy but a bit weird. Lives abroad now. Still talk.


4) on/ off. He slept around. Picks and chooses when he talked and when he ignores, current haven't talked for months and probably won't again at this stage.

5) very nice guy when we were together, although never once payed for anything- not even 2 for 1 cinema Wednesdays. Broke up due to distance, never spoke to me since he finished me.
He actually dumped me and went to some girls party leaving me there crying.


6) only was interested in sex and would manipulate and lie about his "feelings" to get it and ignored me when he didn't get it...called me every name under the sun when we fell out, when I was on break from uni- I was "no use to him". Don't talk anymore.


7) destroyed my self-esteem, left me heartbroken and ignored me.


8) unknowing was in a long distant relationship. Started ignoring me when things professed. Continued ignoring me when I found out, he gave nothing but an apology.


9) travelled the distance to see him several times for a weekend. Liked him a lot. He spoke affectionately everyday. Blackmailed me into sex. Fell out over it and he never spoke again.


10) went on a few dates, spoke everyday until we had sex and after this point - he never spoke to me again and ignored my messages.


11) went on a few dates, until he left a date early, taking a "rain check" because he felt ill, in response to my text he said "I'm worried you might be looking for something serious, whilst I'm not" thanks for telling me prior! I was quite upset but sent a message acting cool about it- at that point I never heard from him again.


12) new guy, who knows...
We've been on 3 dates, the last we ended up having sex which I regret, It was terrible too, he was really small and I couldn't really feel it.
He texts only once or twice a week. Which I'm fine with but think its poor effort. Whether he'll turn around after one date and totally ignore me from that point onwards, I have no idea! So many insecurities and find it hard to trust and go though the dating series yet again. I tried to be casual with him and it worked at first, I wasn't bothered, but now I like him...I've been thinking of ending it through no fault other than my own insecurities. I have these thoughts that maybe I could just ignore him whilst toasting to myself "here's to all the guys who did the same to me" surely it's about my turn!

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