well its over

I had to give up.. long story short....i caught my wife in an affair....tried to forgive and move on...she kept lying i kept catching....and finally i had to walk away. ...so....now what.....i walked away in march...found a good job and bought a house and am starting over......20 years........pooof..........3 beautiful daughters is what i take with me.....that and the scars of her betrayal....i hate her for whats shes done to me and my family.....i hate her family for accepting her lies and condoning them.......it seems these days in small communities affairs are accepted.....i cant believe it.........moving on is so fricken hard to do....ive found a gf that has stood beside me and knows what im going thru....but im scared to death of opening up to her completely....how does one get thru this? how does one let go of the past when he sees it in his daughters.....im not the one who cheated yet i feel like the victim...she has the kids and im re duced to a part time father............this sucks

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