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My husband thinks i am cheating him and i am not!

Hello, English is not my native language so excuse my grammar mistakes.

I am 27 year old, and my husband is 30 years old. I work in some company, a usual office work. And there is one idiot that always tries to hit on me. I told him nicely that i am not interested and that i am married. But he always thought that he has some chances with me, don't know why, probably my bad was because i wasn't clear enough. To make things worse, once my husband saw that idiot looking at me and he asked me does he bother you, and i lied because i didn't want any problems.

My husband many times comes to pick me up after work, because it is on his way when he is coming back from the work. And like in some cheap movie, shift ended, and i started packing my stuff to leave the office, and that idiot jumped at me to kiss me, and in that moment my husband entered the office. I was shocked, didn't know what to do. My husband just turned around and went back to his car. I ran to him and entered the car. I was explaining and everything, i even laughed, because it was shock for me, but it wasn't funny to my husband. This happened around 20 days ago. My husband didn't speak a word to me for 4 days! I was crying, bagging, explaining, kneeling, i even promissed i will leave my job. And after 4 days after i sworn in almost everything that i don't cheat on him, he said "Okay, i believe you, let's just not talk about it."

But the hell didn't end. It just started. For the last these 15 days my husband is very cold to me. He pretends everything is okay but i see its not, i can compare now and our great past we had. He used to worship me, he respected me, was gentle. When it comes to sex, he just turns around me and finish the job from the back in 3 minutes, and then he tells he is tired and goes to sleep. But before this accident, we used to have long sex which we both enjoyed. When we sleep, he goes away from me to the other side of the bed, but before this accident, he liked when i sleep on his chest. He talks to me, but only because he said he believes me, but i am sure he doesn't.

I love my husband very much, he was nice to me, gentle, he is very smart and hot. He is almost perfect husband And i want him back. I am tired of finding another man and going all the way from the start. I am sure that he will not brake up with me. When we were young and when we started our relationship he was very shy and hot, a fatal combination for me. It took so much effort and time to get him, and now because of that idiot from my work he ruined my almost perfect marriage! I threw some books at that idiot, he was apologising, but too late now.

I don't know what to do. How to restore my husband's trust? These last 20 days i am cooking super good. I am dressing like my husbands used to ask of me. He used to ask me for some sexual fantasies that we could do, i didn't want that, now i even tried that, but he just doesn't notice me. I am desperate.




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