I really despise my personality.

I am really, really childish and naive and immature. I hate the sound of my voice, it sounds so babyish and sort of hyper. When I talk, I either speak too fast and ramble, or I speak really slowly and bore the other person. I am also really clingy :( I am dependent on others, and constantly seek reassurance and validation. I like it when people sort of "mother" me, and look after me. :$ I like hugging people a lot, and linking arms with friends and holding hands. I wish I could act like a sensible, normal person, but I can't do it, I always resort back to my childlike personality. I feel like people think I'm too excitable, too silly, too annoying, too clingy. I am really insecure as well (you can probably tell) and am constantly worrying about what people think of me, and it frustrates me so much that I don't know what they're thinking and if they want me to go away or not. :( What do I do? :( How do I stop acting like a child? It's really hard to change!

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