I just don't think I can do it anymore

Hi everyone I'm coming up to my 2 yr dday in November and I'm really finding it difficult to continue. I'm EXHAUSTED. I just want there to be a day that I don't carry around the pain and doubt. I know it's wishful thinking but I'm so tired of this hurt. I'm thinking of just taking my 2 boys and making a life for us. I feel like I've tried everything but its not enough. He has been more if a father and husband in the last year and a half ever!! And that's where I'm finding it hard to leave. I'm at a crossroad and don't know what to do. I've been with him since I was 20. He's all I've known for the last 15 years. I don't know what to do. Posted via Mobile Device

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