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Well... I thought I was over my ex...

I'm very sad right now. I thought I was almost over my ex. It has been 4 months since our breakup. We had been dating 1.5 years. I do still have some feelings for him, but not near enough the amount I had right after the breakup. My feelings for him were slowly, slowly going away.

Tonight I found out that he has a new gf. My ex and I work at the same company, and so does his new gf. Basically, he has had her for a month or so already. I found out because he told me. We were talking about business related things (since we work together) and he randomly mentioned he is seeing someone else. I'm almost 100% confident that he really is telling the truth, instead of just making up a fake girlfriend.

I am not mad at the new gf. What I'm mad at is my ex for giving me false hope by telling me that one day me and him will get together again. He gave me this false hope, and tonight he admitted that he only said that so that I wouldn't be depressed. I am so angry at him. Just so angry!!!!

I'm very hurt because its taken me 4 months to just to even BEGIN to move on. And it's taken him 4 months to forget me and fall in love all over again. I am talking to a few guys right now, but I would never consider getting into a relationship right now since the wounds are still so fresh for me.

There's not much advice that anyone can give me. I'm just venting. I'm so sad by all this. I feel truly betrayed. He said some very hurtful things to me tonight that hurt me deeply. Here is my action plan for what I'm going to do:transfer work locations to a location where he is NOT at (this will be easy to do), and surround myself with positive people. Right now, I'm talking to a guy(I'm trying online dating) and he actually goes to the college I go to. I've done some searches on him, and he is a real person with a clean background. I'm going to surround myself with positive people from work and school. I just need to stay positive right now.




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