Confused about this guy and need advice..

Hey everyone :) this is seriously hard too write because I don't like to tell people my silly little problems and just keep it bottled up. That is also why i'm anonymous. And also, sorry in advance this is sorta long so I appreciate your time to read this. So anyways, i'm so so confused about this guy. I've known him for nearly 2 years. We're so close so he's a really good friend. For a year now, i've really liked him more than just a friend. But, i've never told him. It's abit of a tough subject because I daren't tell him. The main reason is that I don't want our friendship to be ruined because I love how we are at the moment. I know he doesn't like me I don't think. Which I accept. You can't make someone fall in love with you or whatever so i'm cool with it. He know's I think he's hot aha because he said he knew because he can tell and I was like OH. :| (Not the reason I like him. More personality than anything) But anyways. I admit we say..sexual stuff to eachother etc. And he said he would definately have sex with me. And of course, I wouldn't mind it with him. But I don't want to sleep with him just because obviously I love him. Because that'd be a bad idea because it might make me have stronger feelings. So anyways, he's sorta..strange. Some days he's completely fine with me, talkative being his normal self then the next day he acts like a complete arse! Like, out of nowhere. Being idiotic, saying stupid things and trying to get to me being really cocky etc. I know this sounds really mean of me but i've tried to dislike him. But no matter how hard I try I can't. Well, I can but it just frustrates me doing it because I completely despise him. So it's sorta love hate.. like I want to push him off a cliff but I'd run back down to the bottom to catch him. That kind of thing. When I ignore him, he speaks to me. But another thing is I must admit i'm a jealous person. Like, I don't know maybe he see's me as one of the guys? But to toy around with.. because like on Facebook he comments on various girls pictures saying beautiful or whatever, likes the picture. But he never bothers doing that with me. He only ever just speaks to me on that stupid site. It makes me feel like **** if i'm honest. So what i'm trying to say is. Should I try to get over him...some how? Because it's like i'm fighting a losing battle and it's just getting me down and I can't be doing with it anymore. So has anyone got any advice? Because I still want to speak to him and be his friend because he can be a really cool person. I just don't think being madly in love with him is a good idea. -.- because I don't think he likes me like that.. :S

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