I feel so incredibly stupid... How could I be so dumb.

I feel so incredibly stupid... My H has finally financially ruined me.. I saw the signs..Instead I chose to have faith..and be grateful for what I have and believe that he wouldnt do that to me.. He is supposed to love me right.... the one thing that I was trying to avoid happen... Happend.. I had some student loans from going to nursing school..and 2 CC with $1500 balance.. Every time I would make the payments..we would get into a fight..( he was pissed he had to pay my bills Got pregnant with my 4th son...Lost my job, couldnt get hired because I was pregnant).. after awhile I began to avoid the confrontation, and stopped paying on them.. Filed chapter 13 bankruptcy to get the interest and late fees to stop, and start paying on the balances only to get them paid off faster... Well not only did he add my name to tax returns without my knowledge..( I signed legal documents stating I was not going to file tax returns) He took the returns and put the money in an unaccessible account that I cant touch.. then the payment that I put in the bank to pay the courts.. bounced..he paid his bills instead.. He said he thought it had already cleared.. So now my check has bounced.. returns are supposed to go to the trustee...I cannot get the money..my case is going to be dismi ssed.. I am going to have a bankruptcy on my credit file..and still owe creditors..I am financially ruined for years.. and to make matters worse.. he has thousands of dollars in an account and I dont even have a $1.00 to my name.. I am so stupid..How can I be so fricken dumb.. 23 years and 5 kids.. and I was hung out to dry... :mad: Cant help thinking why would he do that to me..I havent cheated.. I dont spend any money unless its for groceries.. and of course he deny's everything..I dont know what I have done to be step on so badly.. ... other than his insecurities about me leaving an already failing marriage.. broke with no place to go.. If only one person reads this, and it helps them to do the opposite..that would make me feel better. Please do not hide money from your spouse..or keep them broke and stuck.. It feels horrible, and is just not right.. I have no idea what to do at this point.. No idea... Thank You for letting me Vent.. Afraid to tell my family..

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