I feel like I'm never going to meet anyone

I'm nearly 19 years old, just about to finish my first year at uni, and before you start with all the "you're so young" blah blah blah crap just hear me out. It would be an understatement to say that I fell out the ugly tree when I was born and hit every stick on the way down, smashing my face and landing in a pile of dog **** at the bottom. And that's not an exaggeration. I am one ugly mofo. I always told myself that it was OK because at uni people would look beyond my looks and focus on my personality. This turned out to be very untrue, people here are even more obsessed with looks than they were at school. Also I've come to realise that I also have a crap personality. I'm ridiculously shy, unable to start a conversation with anyone, and then because of this, once I've had a drink I become loud and obnoxious and in-your-face. The only time I feel confident talking to guys is when we are talking about music, but I don't really get a chance to meet that many guys with similar taste to me because none of my friends have similar taste and hence I never get to go to gigs. I've had a few one night stands during my time because a woman has needs, but I get no satisfaction from it and feel dirty and used after. Whenever I pull a guy in a club they never ask for my number or facebook, and on the rare occasion that they do they normally start ignoring me after a short time. I haven't made many close male friends at university, because most of them seem to only be wanting to hump and dump girls. My closest friends at uni are absolutely gorgeous and get men hitting on them left right and centre, and my friends from home have all met people at university too. I'm not exactly after a serious relationship, I just would like someone to be there, to text, to talk to about stuff as well as being silly together. I have considered internet dating, but that is so superficial it's unreal, based almost entirely on whether someone likes your picture. Please help me, tell me how to meet someone, get people's attention, become the type of girl that guys like...anything. I'm just feeling really lonely atm because everyone seems to be settling down apart from me.

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