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Feeling like a shmuck for giving up on our relationship

I've posted a few times on here already so I will try to keep this shorter (details on other posts). I've been engaged a yr, together 10 and living with each other 7. We have had our ups and downs as described in other posts ranging from cheating, blowouts, resentment , and lack of intimacy. It got to the point where i said i didnt wanna marry her. anyways we finally saw a therapists a few times a month ago and it's really opened up communication between us and our sex life improved somewhat( after spicing up with porn) as well. My biggest problem I still feel is its like she's walking on egg shells to pretend like she's happy, which has been nice but i cant help but think that this is all temporary only to fade back to howe we were pretherapy. Not to mention I feel like we are fabricating our intimacy issues with porn when I feel like that part of a relationship should come naturally. I just feel so lost and confused and its hard to pretend to b e happy with our relationship when alls I can think is this marriage may end up being a huge mistake.
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