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No time to cry.

Where to begin… At the begin I guess I met my wife when she was in college and came home for break. I the time I was hanging out with friends at the donut shop and I was talking to her and her mother. I'd like to say we hit it off but I was shy about talk to women that way and never pass friendly talk.
Then about a year later I'm on my home from work and stop off at the convenience store for coffee and see her working there. I strike up a conversation and talk for a couple of minutes then the shop got busy and I left. I would go out of my way to get coffee there, just to see her.
We start to see each other outside of her work and we would talk for hours on the phone. We start seeing each other exclusively and I was so into her.
I should have ended our relationship the day I found out that she was possibly cheating on me with I guy I was associated with the day my best friend called me up and told me they (not my best friend) were more then friendly at his house. He never did get into the details.
I confronted her and she denied it, and our relationship got even better.
Two years later we were married and our relationship got rockier I kept telling myself it was because she was got to school and working a fulltime job. After she finished school things got better.
We both worked together at two job for the same company the same shift and job until she was in a car accident and then they terminated her from one of the jobs.
Things started to get rocky again. I started to see signs that she was being unfaithful to me online. Every time I would approach the computer she would minimize the page. She'd make excuses to be alone with the computer. she would get angry with me if I hung out in the room with her. One time I came in to the room and put my foot on the chair and felt it vibrating.
I went out and found a key logger and installed it on the computer and after two weeks I confronted her. She told me it was all my fault and stopped arguing with her, all he while still denying it.
She stop the online affair and things got better. We had two kids although we fight about the normal marital problems (money, schools, kids, ect…)
About four months we received my niece through children and youth and her being a t'ween my wife for the first time locked her computer. She told me the password, so if I needed to get on the computer I could. My computer has always been locked due to having my 6 year old on her on account and that is set up for her. (Parental Blocks and stuff like that). The problem with my niece was solved and she was returned to her parents.
Two months ago my wife was talking to a person online via headset and laughing I was awaken by this and went to go see what was going on and to go to the potty. She told me she was talking to one of her gaming friends and even told me his name. We would talk about him. went she was online with him. She even resumed cleaning the basement so she could set up her sewing room. Our sex life went from once every six months to three and four time a week. She was in better sprites about life and more involved with the household.
Then she fell asleep on the sofa one night and I couldn't wake her. I tried to log in to her computer so I could shut it down properly but couldn't so I perform a hard shutdown and left her sleeping.
The next day she I told what happened and asked her for her password so I didn't need to that again and she told me.
Three days later she was sleeping and had a "sex" dream about her friend. When she woke up I asked her about her dream and said why and I told her she talked in her sleep and that her and her friend were having sex. Later that day the six year old wanted to get on the computer and I went to log in to my wives and the password was changed.
I asked her about it and she told me that it was because I messed it up the last time I was on it. I really started to watch her and noticed things would go missing only to turn up in a bag or drawer in her sewing room where she was most of the time now. Like Cameras and "toys".
She left her computer logged in one night and put the kids to bed. I was able to see that she wrote an erotic story about her and her friend and had naked photo's of her on her computer and also pornographic photo of other people.
Today I confronted her and she denied all of it. I gave her three chances to confess even when she was confronted with evidence of her lying she denied it. She asked what I wanted her to say and I told her the truth. I told her this could all end with her giving me her computer password and email password. Let me look for myself. She start to laugh, and told me that she was not going to sit here any longer and fight about this. I told her if she wants to keep have her online affair then she could leave. She pack her bag and left her kids and me. I watched her leave she was crying in the car as she left. I guess now I have no time to cry I have to explain to the kids why mommy left.




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